12.23.09

anything but the iron lung (wait, that's for polio?)

horrid bronchitis

a chest pain worse than heartache

inhaler, save me!

new music crush

la roux, you're delish

where have you been all my life?

rockin' out at work

giving a training...

impart my wisdom

DON'T sleep with people at work

backfire potential

12.6.09

looking to the past
can we truly dismiss it?
should i revisit?

but what if some things
should dissolve like old pennies
and be forgotten?

and an encore of
lucid dreams. i'm chasing you,
an apparition.

and just as in life,
you briefly submit, but then
abandon us. ouch.

12.5.09

so much potential
should I stay on the right track
but there's something else.

tres mysterieux
feelings bump, grind and twirl
without my consent

if I have one more
unknown variable here
I will lose my shit

I'm amazed, appalled
at my anger, confusion;
at our behavior.

at his behavior.
but mainly my behavior.
...my own worst critic.

it's birthday time
and this year it's tiring
and not exciting.