Guest Haiku!

A first guest appearance! From my best friend M, a melange of exkus:

Hurt
tell me how it's done
how you don't love me that way
with no time at all

Angry
ha, motherfucker
you wanna be my friend now?
nah, i don't need you

Miss U
life is so great now
i don't long for anything
but your smile, your eyes

Next
i met someone new
his smile lit my heart, and i
stopped thinking of you

Fightku, pt. 1

fightku

(a)
you think you're so tough
gettin all up in my face
you ain't shit-back up

(b)
where do you get off
bossing me around? punk bitch
you're crossing the line

(a)
hell no you didn't
i'm about to bring the pain
you'll beg for mercy

(b)
you're delusional
i will bring you to your knees
and spit in your face

(a)
it's time to rumble
meet me in the parking lot
midnight; don't be late

(b)
it ain't even fair
it will be a massacre
see you at midnight

...to be continued....

10.28.09

little scab

it itches... so pick it!
maybe just at the edges
ripped off the whole thing

can't i ever get alone time on the L?

it's improbable
but the seat next to me is
always sat in first

home alone

turning up Usher
while eating ice cream naked
trying to moonwalk

10.25.09

moment of truth (dedicated to MCB)

utter clarity
i'd prefer to watch hulu
than sleep with you-lu

some things can't be taught

parting the red sea
being able to walk on water
dr dr droppin' it.

elbow deep in something slimy

when you stick your hand
into a full pumpkin it's
like birthing a calf.

not as perceptive as i thought

obliviousness
happens to the most of us
me, apparently

10.22.09

thnx for nothing, subconscious

an extra half hour
i stay in bed; does no good
stress dreams are the worst

cold feet, literally

first foot out of bed
that's always the hardest part
leaving the cocoon

10.21.09

nom nom can't stop eating stinky things

scratch nose, fix my hair
my hands still smell like garlic
curse Italian genes.

wish i had a teleporter

i have great friends here
but when i see old pictures
i miss MCZ

10.20.09

(a backlog of unpublished hatekus/sexkus inspired by my daily commute on the L)

accessory (to murder?)

ugly belt buckle
want to melt it down, make a
bullet to shoot you

the dream

like a monster truck
candy all up in my ear
in a falsetto

pointlessness

your futility
is epic; monumental;
Eiffel Tower-esque

yes, it's that bad

i'd rather feel your
flatulence against my face
than listen to you

from the pyramids to you...

his body, god-like
the eighth wonder of the world
pyramids:upgrade

10.20.09

trey songz

abs; thighs; shoulders; lips
now i can't speak because that
physique leaves me mute

for my ears alone

put on those sex jams
it's just me and my ipod
i can pretend, right?

10.19.09

six months overdue....

again, "i love you"

i am filled with remorse

beating a dead horse?

10.13.09

headset please

using speaker phone
unnecessarily so
fucking headset, please

vomiting

uncomfortable
i think i just heard someone
be bulimic. eek.